It’s been a while since I last write down my thoughts on this platform. This 1 year has been a very tough journey for me.
Maybe it’s part of GOD plan that I have to endure till this existence. From working in a new job, new industry, and new location. The endurance and patience to conquer my own weaknesses to the point where I really wanna give up humanity. Everything.
Often times I told myself that it wasn’t worth the effort or this is not good for my mental health. Or any other reason that I need to come up but always in the end that I felt I still want to keep this going.
Perhaps that’s my strength. I don’t wanna lose to my weakness, to my own demon. Surrender to the weak me. I still choose not to give up until perhaps the time is right to be
